It is Monday afternoon and I should really sleep. But my mind is going haywire again about so many things. I am exhausted from overthinking.  I need to just stop but how do I do that?  How do I escape my own head? Ugh.

then it hits you. it hits you so hard it feels like you just got ran over by a car. and it backed up and ran you over again. 

Tonight.

Tonight more than any other days, I am thankful for friends and family.  In two short days, my sister is flying out of the country.  It is just for a year, but that is still  a long time.  I will miss her.  I will probably cry when we drive her to the airport but tonight I am going to sleep with a thankful heart.  Thankful for friends and family and that way that they bleed into each other.